My life as of now...

Ok, so I made this blog to be about what God is doing in my life in Memphis, but that isn't fair, it should be about my life where ever I am. Like I went to Hawaii, Florida, etc. My life is probably the weirdest and most complicated thing ever. I still don't understand what God is trying to do with and in me but I guess that's good. Only He can see the bigger picture and all I can do is sit back and trust in Him. Easier said then done. So why have I not blogged in forever??? First excuse: Time. Second: I have no idea how to put into words what God is saying to me, I'm just trying to focus on seeking Him and finding His will. Third: Don't have a computer. I guess the first and third excuses don't hold water but the second is true. There is just so much God is showing me right now that it's confusing. With the Ingathering coming up I'm trying to search myself and my things, trying to figure out what is keeping me back from going further with God. Is it clothes? Stuff? Mind set? It is just so hard. I don't want to miss God anywhere, especially at the Ingathering. I know He's going to be there with us and I want to be ready for Him. I want to meet Him with total abandonment. I am His. He has done more for me than I could ever imagine.
So that's what I have for now. I think the best way to put into words what God is doing is that He is setting me free to be who I really am in Him.